so these past couple of weeks have been the roughest in my life by far.

my grandfather passed away on 10/19 (not last thursday but the one before) and his funeral was the following monday. that whole week itself was rough, but i made it up by partying with my friends friday and saturday and seeing people that i havent seen lately. i ran into one of my friends that i hardly ever seen but i was tight with him, Travis Kresge aka Panama! friday i remember he wanted to dance with me sooo bad but i was too drunk to even say yes and i said no way ur too crazy!! because he really was! he was gettin freaky with the table, LOL. saturday night i really thought he was having fun.. we took tons of pictures together and he looked hot and fly as fuck. little did i know that he was going to take his own life away the following day. i wont say that he was a best friend, because if i was then i honestly think that i could've talked him out of it. a lot of people come to me with help and they do listen or take some mind into it.

i didn't go to school today because i was still hurting and i wanted to be there for my friends. yeah.. well after i thought i was feeling better after being with my friends i got a phone call from my cousin, sayin that my grandmother was in the hospital and that he doesnt think she's going to make it. as i got there they said she was gone.

its hard.. but all i can do is stay strong and be there for my friends and family.


me and travis on his last night out..im just happy that i got to see and be with him for a little. :(

Categories: death [t], suicide [t], family [t]

There's nothing I can say, but I'm sorry. My grandfather passed away, too. It's really hard to lose one person, but to have this happen? I can't ever understand. I'm sorry.
» Silver-dot- on 2006-10-30 11:34:11

I am so deeply sorry for your loses. I had my father pass away by a horrible disease when I was younger and I know how much I treasure the last days I got to spend with him. I won't lie and say you'll be fine because honestly nothing will be the same, but it will get better after a lot of time. I hope you have a strong family support and friends who will help you through. My thoughts go out to you and your family.
» Katrina on 2006-10-31 12:23:13

Passing
I am sorry for your loss. I hope you are doing well.
» kkama67 on 2006-11-09 11:38:18

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